Lyrics
Until the End
My body's aching I can't be breaking
The pain is all I've got
But it doesn't matter
It should be gravely concerning
I ignore it and days go by
I've been waiting my time to shine
and if you'll be there I warn you
the world is going to be mine
You will see
It's meant to be
Face me
I know you'll try
'cause I can see you on the other side
and if you try to
Break me
I won't pretend
'cause I'll be standing until the end
Been thrown to the ground so many times
it is hard to live this crazy life
But it doesn't matter
You don't wanna think about the past
if tomorrow might be your last
Every action has their consequences
you'll have to pay for them in the future
it's not a lie
Shout on the floor
and ask for more
Face me
I know you'll try
'cause I can see you on the other side
and if you try to
Break me
I won't pretend
'cause I'll be standing until the end
(x6)
Neverending Rest
I found myself thinking
tired of smiling and pretending
that everything's fine
I got friends I got people around me
Do they even care
Been running towards the end
I have no words have no reasons
Headaches for even trying to find one
I realize the road I'm on,
there's only one solution
Neverending rest
I'll take a pill I'll take another
Neverending rest
Finally I pour them all and swallow
Leaf of life the final touch
to the ground and then I'm crushed
end of my time
gentle blow of a wind makes it
longer time to fall
I'll soon be at peace
only to set my mind at eaze
there's only so little a man can take
no control whatsoever free fall
no one to answer my call
Neverending rest
I'll take a pill I'll take another
Neverending rest
Finally I pour them all and swallow
Neverending rest
I'll take a pill I'll take another
Neverending rest
Finally I pour them all and swallow
Moments away and the end is near
I feel no pain it's all so clear
Neverending rest
Neverending rest
Neverending rest
Sorrow, My Friend
I fall down in my depths of sorrow
come cover me
the deepest of my pain
I'll never say there's no tomorrow
can't be so
sure about today
Close the windows and turn down music
face emptyness
the place I'm most afraid
There's no chance to escape those memories
so cover me
(I'm here to defeat)
I fall down in my depths of sorrow
cover me
deepest of my pain
I'll never say there's no tomorrow
can't be so
sure about today
Empty walls turn to scene of my life
silence is
a soundtrack hard to bear
None of prayer, tear or fear shall pass by
I watch it through
(As if I wouldn't care)
I fall down in my depths of sorrow
cover me
deepest of my pain
I'll never say there's no tomorrow
can't be so
sure about today
I fall down in my depths of sorrow
cover me
deepest of my pain
I'll never say there's no tomorrow
can't be so
sure about today
(Hate make my day)
From the depths of my crippled heart
the most fragile pieces scream out
their stories filled with pain and terror
(Fear make my day)
Though I'd love to, I'm not running away.
It's their time to be heard I choose to cry,
rather than harden my soul 'til it's paralyzed
(Hate make my day)
I'm still alive
Staying sane
So come on!
Fear make my day
Fear make my day
Hate make my day
Fear make my day
Never Give Up
Why do we always hurt the people
who matter the most
We try to fullfill our lifes
no matter the cost
Fame, ridiculous excuse
to do as we please
Obsession for ruined minds
no more than a disease
Good it was taken away
Bad it was taken away
I've discovered the flaws, ensured myself
the fact that I can change
There are still few bits and pieces
which are driving me insane
I know I hold the key for this
self-righteous path of mine
The more I try the less I get
I'll soon be out of time
Like shattered glass it can't be fixed
impossible some might say
A feature in our nature
relentless by its name
So that's my story humble and frail,
endless? Hard to see.
I chose my way I can't complain
I follow it mindlessly
Bad it was taken away
Good it was taken away
Until there was no more to take
The world consumed it all
I was ready to brake
Leave your pride and
wait a while
You'll know
to not let go
Hold your eyes and
hopes up high
Never give up
Hold your eyes and
hopes up high
It's everything
End your lies un-
dress disguises and
Never give up
Leave your pride and
wait a while
You'll know
to not let go
Hold your eyes and
hopes up high
Never give up
Promise you won't let go
Hold your eyes and
hopes up high
Never show you have given up
Feel it
Taste it
Crave it
Tell me
You're too late
'Cause everything's taken away
'Cause everything's taken away
Ungettable
Life is like standing on the air
only wind moving me it ain't fair
blowing me away
Strings keeping me from leaving
don't even know or care what I'm feeling
If I wanna stay
I see
What's left in me
Is there a cure?
I just wanna be free
It's ungettable, unforgettable
Every little bit of time away
Feeling sad I dunno what to say
It's ungettable, unforgettable
Every little bit of time away
Feeling sad I've nothing more to say
I have thought going far away
I have thought myself countless times today
Is there another way?
I can't think about what it could be like
but when it comes to mind I can't be sure it is right
I'm scared of myself again
I see
What's left in me
Is there a cure?
I just wanna be free
(and every single part of me)
It's ungettable, unforgettable
Every little bit of time away
Feeling sad I dunno what to say
It's ungettable, unforgettable
Every little bit of time away
Feeling sad I've nothing more to say
Life is like standing on the air
only wind moving me it ain't fair
blowing me away
It's Ungettable
so ungettable
It's ungettable
ungettable
The Place in My Fears
In my hands a lonely grace, frightening taste
It doesn't matter if I fall, I'm not in haste
If you only knew my grieves, I fell too deep
I've made my mind, I hold the line, I'll take the leap
I will live again
If someone tells me the reason why
I'm alive alive
All because I climbed so high
Staring life inside my mind, I'm not so pleased
don't know if I can even stop, falling out of reach
I will live again
If someone tells me the reason why
I'm alive alive
All because I climbed so high
I wanted to find my way out of this place
I know the man inside my head, I know his face
This place I hold dear, could this be true
In it's mind so brave and strong, so cruel
I wanted to find my way out of this place
I know the man inside my head, I know his face
This place I hold dear, could this be true
In it's mind so brave and strong, so cruel
I will live again
I'm alive alive
Tears Have No Name
When we walk the streets alone
and every single breath we take
Our hands make the world
to spin like never before
Holding hands and gazing eyes
won't keep our wildest thoughts apart
why do we always make mistakes like this
over and over again
The illusions of which we make to brake
the darkest deepest flaws we hate
they don't disappear as we crave
each other before it's too late
I'm half of a man you wanted me to be
and less of a man that I once was
this ain't the path that makes our lives
worth living again?
I know we blame ourselves today
this confusion of pain it's just the same
you can't hate me and I know
cause those tears have no name
I know the pain of our mistakes
the anger and hate it is too late
But those tears have no name
those tears have no name
like shadows in the sun or whispers in the wind
like shadows in the sun or whispers in the wind
When we walked the streets alone
and every single breath we took
Our hands made the world
to spin but never again
The innocence of all I did to you
and accusations you had to do
can't you see I've lost exactly the place
we once planted us to be
We knew it had to come to this,
but we can't help think the things we missed
We both are afraid of what is coming ahead
We don't even bother to count the days.
Oh no, now we walk on the separate ways
Remember, never say never again
I know we blame ourselves today
this confusion of pain is just the same
you can't hate me and I know
cause those tears have no name
I know the pain of our mistakes
the anger and hate it is too late
But those tears have no name
oh
I know we blame ourselves today
this confusion of pain is just the same
you can't hate me and I know
cause those tears have no name
I know the pain of our mistakes
the anger and hate it is too late
But those tears have no name
those tears have no name
My End Leaf
First pages were not left blank
full of scratches scars and pain
Read my story of when I sank
deep beneath and came insane
Sat too long in my empty room
so full of words it made a wound
And I bleed and it'll never end
and I bleed until the world is red
Like tied up in this wooden chair
the game of life is never fair
And I feel that I need no one
and I feel now the time has come
Few steps and I'm by the window
looking down to my crucial relief
I lean forward let the wind blow
the final lines to my end leaf
I would've never thought by now (never thought by now)
I could ever be this way (ever be this way)
I would've never thought by now (never thought by now)
why can't I find better things to say
(better things to say)
Never knew how to feel how to explain
Am I going insane
It never ends
All the questions all the thoughts in my mind
Please give me a sign
It never ends
Am I bad have I done something wrong
I've waited for so long
It never ends
I wanna go I wanna see I wanna live again
No! It's all the same
It never ends
The Unknown Way
There are doors in every city
of which no one asked
where do they lead
I opened one of them
went through with you
where did it lead
deep beneath myself
within your mind
inside every living thing
Then it all came down to me
and everything came clear
You were on your way
Before it all went through
I realized
where did it lead
deep beneath myself
within your mind
inside every living thing
where did you go
where should I go
Falling Asleep
Walls around me closing in
silence is too loud for me to bring
this brightness of dark it blinds me
and I can't fall asleep
Waiting the moment that'll never come
As long as I believe I won't be gone
please stay awake
Counting the days and weeks go by
I'm afraid I'll go away 'til you arrive
please stay awake
Can you say that I'm where I belong
Will I be able to see the crack of dawn
make sure that I won't leave
Please watch over me while I fall asleep
Waiting the moment that'll never come
As long as I believe I won't be gone
please stay awake
Counting the days and weeks go by
I'm afraid I'll go away 'til you arrive
please stay awake
Waiting the moment that'll never come
As long as I believe I won't be gone
please stay awake
Please stay awake
It's All Over Now
As I was standing on the edge
there was no easy way out no pain no doubt
As I was I was all alone
you just stood there with no burden or care
Your eyes were as blackened sky
I knew it was all I put you through I should've said goodbye
uuuuuuu but it's all over now
uuuuuuu it's all over now, it's all over now
And I don't wanna know
of how much it made you cry
it's all over now
And I don't wanna see
those weeping eyes of yours
it's all over now
And I don't wanna know
of how much it made you cry
And I don't wanna see
Nooo
Reason of Insanity
On a crash course with images
I paint the sky that sheds no tears
The rope before me smiles
as I try to turn back time
once tomorrow
but now it's gone
He was ruined by my innocence
you failed to see it beyond my eyes
I'm laughing in my mind
as I failed to turn back time
once tomorrow
but now it's gone
Standing here in line
with myself
Waiting for a miracle
with blood on my hands
Standing here in line
with myself
Waiting for a miracle
with blood on my hands
Rose
This world is cold so I'm told
so I need a hand
to save me
from this life again
And my feet
ain't carrying me
I'm drowning in the sand
again
will this be my end
I'm cold
I'm calling you
save me
I'm cold
I'm calling you
save me
This world is cold so I'm told
so I need a hand
to save me
from this life again
And my feet
ain't carrying me
I'm drowning in the sand
again....
Sad To Listen
You say you know
how it feels
I doubt you mean it
since you do this to me
I believe
you are not that mean
and I believe
you're hurting more than me
these miserable melodies
and horribly twisted words
combines our heartbeats
into one haunting song
I have to know
what's holding me
I cannot go
Why can't I see
All by myself
I know your lies
Then I know
something inside me dies
these miserable melodies
and horribly twisted words
combines our heartbeats
into one haunting song
The Well
(2x)
the wind is coming the wind is coming
the dark is coming the dark is coming
I am on myself with a hollow grave
the bricks and full of rain
I am on myself with a hollow grave
the bricks and full of rain
Oh mother and father I'm here down in this well
I was a good boy, but now I put you through a hell
Oh mother and father I couldn't miss you more
I'm all alone in the sea and you are left on the shore
(2x)
the wind is coming the wind is coming
the dark is coming the dark is coming
I am on myself with a hollow grave
the bricks and full of rain
I am on myself with a hollow grave
the bricks and full of rain
We Are Born from Cold
(2x)
We are born from cold
It's where I belong to you
and you can learn to weep
We are made to die and born again
And the farther we get,
more pain will descent
I will learn the truth
Is there a place where who I was
can tell me what I am?
Vivid Dream
Sometimes I fall down to sleep and dream
what could this even mean
if it's you that I have seen
And I have seen the light in you
You think that I'm a fool
when I should rule you to
Everything is changing
Oh no why can't I wake up
Am I dreaming
there's no end in this
Oh no why can't I wake up
Everything is changing
why can't I wake up
Am I dreaming
there's no end in this
oh Why I sense you in my mind
Why I'm so hard to find
or is this all a lie
If I back down and say goodbye
it's you who I deify
it's not my time to cry
Everything is changing
Oh no why can't I wake up
Am I dreaming
there's no end in this
Oh no why can't I wake up
Sometimes I fall down on my knees and pray
this time I wanna stay
for now I'll fade away
Truth Inside
Have you seen the side of yourself
you didn't know was there
A lie beside the rumours saying
choice you won't regret
There was a day I thought
fall down and make it show
It's cause It's said to be
only thing that keeps us hole
world so deceiving
It takes a toll to recognize
we are receiving
every lie it makes you fly
Is there a reason for
the truth is untold
All around we feel inside
the bitterness of the cold
It's just a fairytale
we tell ourselves to behave
Stay down accept the fact
cause it will take us to our grave
(2x)
world so deceiving
It takes a toll to recognize
we are receiving
every lie it makes you fly
(2x)
world so deceiving (deceiving!)
It takes a toll to recognize
we are receiving
every lie it makes you fly
world so deceiving
It takes a toll to recognize
we are receiving
every lie it makes you fly
and I
and I
won't go down even if you try
and I
and I
have lost the will inside my mind