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Black Letters

First one to die
was my great grandfather
Behind his blind eyes
compassion like a brother
Time sings his memory
in my small bedroom
reminds of old glory
grandfather clock and old moon

Black letters like ravens
Sorrow like a crow
strike into the havens of hope
Sweet heartbroken maidens
priest carved of stone
Time feasts on my friends and foes
my friends and foes

Last one to die
was our lovely grandchild
he laughed so much
That I cried and and cried
His favorite paper
was our living room table
Now he is still able
To make me smile

Black letters like ravens
Sorrow like a crow
strike into the havens of hope
Sweet heartbroken maidens
priest carved of stone
Time feasts on my friends and foes
my friends and foes

Please end this life
I need my wife
There's only strife and pain
'cause my own child
Wants me filed
And only meets me twice a year

Please end this life
I need my wife
There's only strife and pain
'cause my own child
Wants me filed
And meets me twice a year

My End Leaf

First pages were not left blank
full of scratches, scars and pain
Read my story of when I sank
deep beneath and came insane

Sat too long in my empty room
so full of words it made a wound
And I bleed and it'll never end
and I bleed until the world is red

Like tied up in this wooden chair
the game of life is never fair
And I feel that I need no one
and I feel now the time has come

Few steps and I'm by the window
looking down to my crucial relief
I lean forward let the wind blow
the final lines to my end leaf

Like tied up in this wooden chair
the game of life is never fair
And I feel that I need no one
and I feel now the time has come

I would've never thought by now
I could ever be this way
I would've never thought by now
why can't I find better things to say

Like tied up in this wooden chair
the game of life is never fair
And I feel that I need no one
and I feel now the time has come

Frost

I'm trying to make it back to you
The night is cold, the breeze is cruel
Northern lights won't guide my way
They're not here in autumn grey

Shooting star, the first of night
It brought me hope, brought me light
second one, sign of a friend
ninth was a sign of a bitter end

My love, please don't be mad at me
I'm trying to save us, can't you see?
One out of ten in the sky
it means that someone has to die

Maybe me, maybe you
the fear is haunting in the blue
I'll walk north, away from home
to see one more, to keep us whole

Frost on the leaves, on the straws,
over the fields
Frost creeping on me
like a mystery
if winter could ease my grieve

Signs from the stars or from the moon
Are you insane, hey, you're a fool
You'll freeze to death before you know
Don't even know which way to go

The forest keeps you out of sight
They'll never know why did you die
They'll search you for a year or two
but there is nothing they can do

First snow will fall and hide your tracks
this is the last call to turn back
All of them you love and care
this is too much for them to bare

Shooting star, the first of night
It brought me hope, brought me light
second one, sign of a friend
ninth was a sign of a bitter end

Frost on the leaves, on the straws,
over the fields
Frost creeping on me
like a mystery
if winter could ease my grieve

Frost on the leaves, on the straws,
over the fields
Frost creeping on me
like a mystery
if winter could ease my grieve

I Promise You

I can't promise you much
though I'd love to give you
all that you'll ever love

I give you my heart
though it's not as sweet and
innocent as you are

If I'm one mile away
or a thousand million
Love is here to stay

I'm in awe of you
born to flawless morning
heaven shining through

I promise you
Our love is selfless, endless,
faithful and true
I promise you
I'll stand beside you
right next to the angels
watching over you
I promise you

In the moment of tears
I take your hand and
tenderly calm your fears

I embrace you with words
We can cry, my baby
As long as it hurts

I promise you
Our love is selfless, endless,
faithful and true
I promise you
I'll stand beside you
right next to the angels
watching over you
I promise

Ten kisses like a dove
declaring to you
Fragile wishes of my love

You complete our home
like Snowdrops we grow
under Earth's little dome

I promise you
Our love is selfless, endless,
faithful and true
I promise you
I'll stand beside you
right next to the angels
watching over you
I promise you

I promise you
Our love is selfless, endless,
faithful and true
I promise you
I'll stand beside you
right next to the angels
watching over you
I promise you

In Silence

There'll be
another day soon
The sun and the moon
Everyday the fire breathes
I wonder
If it still could light up the room

Longin' for
In silence
could this ever be the same it was years ago
Hope survives
In silence
if only you could let yourself be much more

Was there a time
we were both strong
and everything and everyone was so wrong
Love burns
but I wonder
I wanted all this to work for so long

Longin' for
In silence
could this ever be the same it was years ago
Hope survives
In silence
if only you could let yourself be much more
so much more
so much more
so much more

Longin' for
In silence
could this ever be the same it was years ago
Hope survives
In silence
if only you could let yourself be much more

Longin' for
In silence
could this ever be the same it was years ago
Hope survives
In silence
if only you could let yourself be much more

Together In This

Tried yesterday
to make myself believe
in the good of all humanity

And again today
do we really know ourselves
we're heading towards a tragedy

We must hold on
it's useless all we say
easy road and selfish way

This is where we belong
roaming through our filth
convinced we did nothing wrong

Who do we blame
it's all the same
wake up our world is in pain
we're all together in this
Who takes the blame
are you insane
all we do is complain
We're all together in this
Who do we blame
it's all the same

Got sick today
no idea what's wrong
the list goes on and on

Maybe that's the way
to destroy the path we've made
sounds like an awful cliche

Be ready to fall
there's truth behind those lies
make sure to act surprised

Get ready to crawl
'cause soon we'll loose it all
we got no choice for life goes on

Who do we blame
it's all the same
wake up our world is in pain
we're all together in this
Who takes the blame
are you insane
all we do is complain
We're all together in this
Who do we blame
it's all the same

Who do we blame
it's all the same
Who do we blame
it's all the same
Who do we blame
it's all the same
Who do we blame
it's all the same

Misery

Everybody knows my name
knows my place
knows my face
but they don't really know who I am

I need to be unknown
this I've shown
but not alone
you really wanna know who I am

I don't wanna be someone new
they have to change their point of view
the way it has to be
Why everything must be so unreal
I don't even know how I feel
This is just reality

I never needed anyone
as you can see
I remain a mystery
I found a place where I belong
Misery
the one where everything is wrong

If the only way is to pretend
I will amend
close to the end
then I won't have to stop beeing who I am

You don't have to tell me what you see
you're close to me
and instantly
the veil reveals myself and you'll see my real plan

That I don't wanna be someone new
honesty will pull me through
to the way it used to be
Why everything must be so unreal
do I even have time to heal
this is just reality

I never needed anyone
as you can see
I remain a mystery
I found a place where I belong
Misery
the one where everything is wrong

I never needed anyone
as you can see
I remain a mystery
I found a place where I belong
Misery
the one where everything is wrong

Everybody knows my name
knows my place
knows my face
but they don't really know who I am

Sleeping Beauty

Reflection from
your eyes
can see my love that
will arise
absolute
hard to breathe

Days prior
I was the one
Lonely drifter
under the sun
I want you baby
my oasis

'cause we are all I ever dreamed of
godsent and perfect
Every day I love you more than
people ever met

As the curtains close
now we are together
Inside the darkness
of forever
Love has colored red
our lips so blue
my sleeping beauty
I need to kiss you

In the future
we are the sun
scattered planets
undone to one
Transcendence
of a touch

Born from dust
to be eternal
From heat of the air
to internal
I love you baby
far too much

'cause we are all I ever dreamed of
godsent and perfect
Every day I love you more than
people ever met

As the curtains close
now we are together
Inside the darkness
of forever
Love has colored red
our lips so blue
my sleeping beauty
I need to kiss you

'cause we are all I ever dreamed of
godsent and perfect
Every day I love you more than
people ever met

As the curtains close
now we are together
Inside the darkness
of forever
Love has colored red
our lips so blue
my sleeping beauty
I need to kiss you

Hey Girl

Hey girl I love you
your days had just begun
I was beeing alive like never before
I knew you could feel it too

Hey girl I love you
your smile could rule my heart
instead you lay down into my arms
like we would be never apart

Hey girl I would die for you
but it won't bring you back to life
light of the day ended too soon
maybe once we share light of the moon

Hey girl I still love you
I hope you've found the way
you've seen in a dream or in a poem
the way that could lead you home

Let yourself go on
before it's too late
you've waited so long
Let yourself go on
our love will remain
for the tears have eased our pain

Our desperation
won't make us believe
on our creation
of right nor justice to be
in every action
hatred want's to create
why it had to be you
when my days are still ahead

Let yourself go on
before it's too late
you've waited so long
Let yourself go on
our love will remain
for the tears have eased our pain

Let yourself go on
before it's too late
you've waited so long
Our love will remain
for tears have eased our pain

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First day I thought I was okay
but my heart was freezing
and my mind was going astray

First night something in me died
I new for sure I've lost the fight

Day two all my blood was blue
Light of the dawn felt gray and cruel

Third day I threw your stuff away
first the clothes then your notes
'cause nothing's here to stay

Third night I broke down and cried
there was a chance to live no more

Day four I slept on the floor
It just can't be forever more

Stay near my heart
Stay near my soul
So I won't see
I'm all alone

Fifth day I was blown away
friends keep calling I'm ignoring
that they're only trying to help

Fifth night I turned up all the lights
but the night was screaming my end

Day sixty two I saw how
the nightmare came true
no way to make it back to you

Stay near my heart
Stay near my soul
So I won't see
I'm all alone

Stay near my heart
Stay near my soul
So I won't see
I'm all alone

It's been so long since I felt this way
days go by
Is there nothing
is there anything stopping me from going insane
Day sevenhundred and sixty four
I've not lost the count
though I've lost about all
this night I sleep on someones side
she's not you it's still true ’cause I’m alone